Lazy suicide.

I want to kill myself
I want to end the pain
I want to make sure
that I never feel this terrible again.

But I haven't got a gun
and my knives are all too blunt
I can't find any tablets
however hard I hunt.

I'm frightened of heights
and of drowning that goes double
But I'm coming to the answer
that I needn't take the trouble.

The way things are going
life will do the job instead
with this stressful toxic lifestyle
I'll very soon be dead.

http://banana.blog.co.uk/2010/06/01/tell-me-why-i-shouldn-t-kill-myself-i-need-reasons-8710664/